4/28/23 - sadness.

Sadness can come up at different times.

Whether it's losing a loved one or feeling depressed.

Sadness will always be there. 

For me my sadness comes in the shape of my sister getting hospitalized.

Because of what happened i have been my room locked out from the rest of the world. I wasn't feeling well.. myself. But when she did come out of that hospital she got hooked up with these machines that makes her alive for the time.

I still couldn't believe my eyes and i wish i could've done something.

Every-time i go to school i always pass by her on the couch recovering and when i see her i think of how i should've been with her. How i should right my wrongs. But sadly my heart is stopping me from doing that. And i wish i would know her condition. but i cant. its stopping me from knowing. Because if i do. I would be even more depressed.

This is all i can say. 

Bye.

-Vegiteu