Shit post #2

Hello to the abyss as I'm convinced I write only to myself and that is 100% okay by me because any form of criticism I take to heart, and therefore would probably delete my entire account as a result... I'm kidding.. kinda. Here lately I have been so irritable about my writing, did you know there are 8000 ways to write books and everyone who is published has their own personal ideas on the craft but none seem to be helpful. I've learned the entirety of the three-act story structure to no avail. The second that I actually take the time to plot it I get bored with it or my inner critique goes on a tangent of it's trash, I'm trash, quit while you're ahead stupid. I wish. I truly wish but there is nothing else on this god-forsaken planet I want to do so please, send me some divine inspiration or at least some guidance on how to write a fucking book. I even explored the tried and true panster method but even then I fail because of how fast I become lost in my own writing. Like we are supposed to "follow where the story goes" Well... I have ADHD so I can barely focus on my own existence let alone a fictitious one. Yes, I'm aware this is a craft and it is a lot harder than people say blah, blah blah. To that, I say this is my shit post and therefore I'm entitled to complain to absolutely no one on the internet and if by some means someone does happen to read this... don't you have laundry to fold? Or dishes to wash? Something much better than reading random blogs on a myspace dupe. Anyways later taters and a little piece of advice.. if you hear strange noises at night, make stranger noises to assert dominance.