My mom sucks

(I don't know if I need to add a TW or not but be warned ig)

My mom is a bipolar narcissist. She has been verbally abusive toward my father and I. Though she had physically abused my dad before we have no proof. An examples of this abuse could be when I was 9 years old. My parents were in the middle of a divorce and my mom and I stayed in her cousin's house car (idk what it's called lmao). We got in a heated argument after she had a bottle of wine and she slapped me. It got so bad she decided that it would be a good idea to drive me home drunk. Now I know I should've called the police, but back then the only thing I had with me was a cracked iPod. And to rmeind you I WAS 9. I didn't know who or where I should call?!?!?!?!?!! Anyways idgaf I hate her so much <3