I <3 over-sharing on the inter webs // 4/26/23

For the ppl who wanna get invested in randos lives (its me I'm ppl) :

I just need somewhere to pour my silly little thoughts, ill regret this in a month X_X

Who knows maybe I'll make a thing out of it ✍(◔◡◔)

Today has been a day.

I am still in contact with my ex, Gavin. I've known him since elementary school, but due to circumstances out of our control, he had 2 go. Until last year, for context.

Well again due to destiny (and his gradian) I suppose, he broke up with me even tho we were happy, my dream relationship tbh

Well today was nice, my outfit was kinda mid tho, but I did wear my favorite beanie!

Gavin has been partying all night for the past week or so, it makes me sad because now I don't get to talk about some serious stuff I've been meaning to.

Advice? :

I have been looking to make new friends, this guy I see in the hallways has me intrigued, tho I've been socially award as ever recently, which believe it or not, I almost never have this problem! I tried talking to Hallway Guy 2 days ago, at lunch, but he didn't give me much of a response, I totally embarrassed myself! I responded with a frantic "Uhm, ok! Bye!" And scurried away XD

The thing is I just don't know how to go up to him! He always sits alone, I've never seen him sit with anyone, talk, or even smile for that matter. They say "If he wanted to he would" But what's my excuse? He clearly is dealing with more friendship issues then I am.. 

I can't tell if i have a "crush" .. I don't like the term crush but yea ㄟ(≧◇≦)ㄏ

What do I say!???!??!?!?!? I'm Gunna try and talk to him tmrw wish meh luck. And don't be afraid to comment any

Song of the day week: Still into You - Paramore ♪(´▽｀)

(Also yes.. ik that digital footprint exists, but im more worried about my friends seeing this lol)