life is...

life is kinda crazy. not that that's any revelation. you lose friends, you gain friends, and sometimes you spend months alone without anyone to confide in. anyway. i have a good set of friends now, and recently the old feelings of being overly self-conscious and having low self-esteem have completely dissipated. at this point i am unbothered by everything and I am confident in myself enough to kinda just be myself completely with no hesitation or shame. it's pretty swag. self-love, baby.