eternal sunshine

i could never forget you, even after chasing you out of my mind, erasing every memory we had together, despite it all - it was always you

although i wish you stayed, maybe we grew apart without really letting go

fleeting feelings and fleeting colors abandoned me and left you to wither away into nothing, crumbling scenes danced behind my eyes and all i could do was watch

every last piece of you being ripped away by my own hands…

no goodbyes.

no way to let go without truly letting go, but it was my choice, sick revenge coated in pain and a half-assed excuse

eternal sunshine doesn’t exist, but if it did 

i hope i might share it with you.