day 22. play time begins

hii

had such an awesome first day of summer break:) pumped some iron with the girls, got silly with the girls at OG, then went out for dinner with pooks and fam, then came home and watched riverdale with bae. not a flipping care in the world !!!! kind of feel naughty for not having a job yet but im being gracious with myself because i know that im waiting it out for this summer in particular cuz of the internship situation... its ok im still good. tomorrow i get to have most of the day alone which i hope to spend reading, walking, writing, cleaning and such. just gona have a super slow day with good old me and do all the nice things i havent been able to for the past few months. btw this past semester is the LAST one where I have 6 courses. next semester i have FOUR like are you actually kidding me. its gona be sooooooooo super awesome and maybe ill be able to have a regular life and maybe a part time job also.? lets seees. anyway, just feel greatful for where im at rn. finding it a bit hard to allow myself to chill tbh tho. maybe that will come with time, i have been really high strung for 3 months. ill just have to practice. right now im gona cook up a beat or two and play animal jam:) see ya guys tomorrow, sweet dreamz <3