Talking to an older guy (life update pt2)

Quick little life update before we get into the drama. Soooo second semester of college is going not that great. Well I'm doing good in every class except calculus 3B. Used to like the guy in my class BS not no more he's like meh. The crush has minimized now i like E and this guy that rides a motorcycle in my physics class. Wish I could talk to them. Well one day i was bored so I downloaded tinder and recently I've been REALLY INTO older men. They're just so hottttt!!!!!!! I set the age preference as high as it could go and all of the ppl i swiped on were meh except this one guy called Jeremy he's 35. I wanna meet up with him and I might even do it on tuesday. However there is a problem. He has a WIFE and 2 kids (one is 6 and the other is 9) and i knew as soon as he told me that I should stop talking to him. but i'm a selfish and bad person so I kept talking to him. It's not like i'm gonna fall in love or like him. I think of this more as like a friends with benefits. but it seems like he wants me to fall in love with him. I don't really mind tho. I kinda hope that if we go to the mall he Pays for whatever I want. other than that I have a physics quiz to study for :,(