a sorrow so genuine it doesn't feel real anymore

it's been raining all day, and i don't know what to do.

i stay in the shower far too long and watch the blood swirl down the drain, knowing i will never be clean as long as the water runs. the angel's words guide me to hell, but i wish for it. these days i know it's mud all the way down.

i don't like to drive in the rain, even though i can't feel it in my car. it isn't a slippery road or the lack of visibility, it's the damp smell in the air when i turn off my radio. the rain never felt so loud.

i haven't showered since you told me you loved me. you hate me for now.

i wish i still knew how to play in the rain.

but i can't even get out of bed...

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youre so talented it makes me jealous

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thanks ^_^

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