exams suck (this entry's body text is kinda weird)

exams suck. it's term 3 & tmrw ive gotta learn these arabic words and walk on eggshells around my mom (she went crazy after i had the audacity to turn my braid into a ponytail, had to tell her about stuff i would rather not to calm her down. got to go to an arcade after that tho so you win some ya lose some.) 

ok after writing this im kinda ok with studying for exams and stuff. might post often. 

intrusive thoughts are wild though, sometimes ill find myself thinking "i want to/will xyz to abc" and then after the fact be horrified at myself. only recently learned that they are intrusive thoughts and im not a psychopath though. anyway's how've y'all been?