21: having fun

yep from the title of this video you probaly know what this is about. im going to just say it: 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JoL-MnXvK80

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UqXFKSWniVU

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lrwMja_VoM0&vl=en

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PPdE3rbqf_Q

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Eh7WRYXVh9M

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QOOw2E_qAsE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WYodBfRxKWI

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kcwo_mhyqTw

comment your faavourite coming out video below.

im currently doing the 9 hour thesis proposal challenge. im going to finish my thesis proposal in 9 hours OR LESS!!! but the bestest news ever is when im done this assigment im done my third year!!!!!! :)))) What a crazy thing 2 say. every single semester i start, i always feel like this is the one im not gona finish, this is the one im gona fail and im finally gona crack. i was feeling this big time at the beginning of this semester. just wasnt feeling it, wanted to just take some time away from all of it and chill and hang out and spend time on what im really passionate about.. this year was really hard being in person for the first time because i realized how dedicated everyone else is to this career where i feel like im not so much..... not so much thinking about a career at all really.... i was comparing myself to everyone all the time and i felt kind of hopeless and not good enough. but thankfully as time progressed i was actually able to work through this feeling a BIT more and settle into myself a bit more. its ok that im not as passionate or hardworking as others about my area of study, i still try hard and it still matters to me, i actually understand now that what im learning about is NOT useless and i will be able to apply it to something, even practicing the amount of self dicipline i have been is a good learning experience in itself...... i actually have a lot more to say about this but i just chugged a monster energy and i cant really connect to my brain so sorry for soundling like a little baby or a 6 year old or something. ill talk about it another writepril hopefully. main takeaway ive come really far this year and im always suprising myself and everything is not what it seems so be careful not to mess with the balance of things. ok bye guys, be yourself


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It has been awesome watching u grow this year and every year thru school you really truly are such a beast. I remember in ur first year wearing the red snugsie hoodie every day just grinding zero breaks zero work life balance total stress overload starting ur online dregree. and now ur done year 3/4, handled it like a champ and were almost always ahead of ur work and making friends and coming to terms with ur relationship to the field of interior design and career stuff etc...... It's really really awesome and something to be proud of. u have worked hard!!! I love ya!


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thank you oozy that means to much to me. i hardly remember the red snugzy time but i know i was stressed as a bail of hay. love that u are here to recount it for me as well as my development. means so much coming from you my star. love u forever

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Top 3 coming out vids to me:

1. Joey gracceffa . This one makes it to the top just for the creativity he put into it
2. Ingrid nilsen. only big lesbian coming out video and incredibly emotional and also like for some reason this had 2015 youtube in a chokehold. very iconic.
3. Phil lester. this one might come as a surpsie but to me his really stands out because of how nonchalant it is. I like that hthe whole time hes just admittng he felt the need to do that video because dan made sucha big deal of his.


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