Music is kinda hard and I hate artist

Hiiiii I just wanna talk about how I’ve been making music for like years now. It’s been one of the best and worst moments of my life. I hate meeting artist cause I look so little compared to them.I love the music I make tho I feel like it’s a great place to put all my problems (cuzzz I suck at actually relaying my feelings and stuff) recently we’ve been finishing up an album we’ve worked on for more than year and I swear it shouldn’t have taken that long to make. Last year (2022 btw) we lost the whole album and we also lost a member so we had to re-record everything. Very stressful and hard. I hope that when this album comes out change happens that’s all I want