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It's with an earnest fucking understanding that i see why i type and write so much but not as much as I should .it's cuz it's the only time my thoughts don't cut themselves off .People talk about going into spirals but shit I can't even do that .and i'm Not fucking ungrateful either ,cuz I see what spirals do to people i've read tuzumaki (Duh!what kinda stupid kid teenager middleschooler would i have been if i didn't read Junji ito. Duh.) joke by the way ,but no i wish i could think coherently .I fuckin force myself to think and shit in full sentences so I can get shit done and out of the way and ahead .Syeah it also helps if I'm high of f my rocker lol .ByeFUck