Stupid Pollen

I'm so furious rn. I have a lot of songs ready, lyrics written, produced, and my deadlines are coming up, but my stupid fucking pollen allergy causes my throat to swell thus I can't sing or even think about it. I love spring, it's my second favorite season, but pollen is the only thing that fucks up this beautiful time of the year. It feels like there are 5x times more of it this year cuz I don't usually have symptoms this bad. Medicines won't do shit so I guess I'll just wait.