YAY MORE BAD POETRY!!!!!

when I first saw her

color flooded into my heart

I saw a new world

her words put the greatest poets to shame

her smile shone so bright the sun hid itself in shame

because of her 

I could feel

because of her

I believed in love

even across the world 

I would feel her presence

she spoke so softly

her words felt so kind

even as she stabbed me 

she felt so warm, so bright

there was nothing she could do wrong

even in my dying moments

I wasn't mad

it was a blessing to die at her hands

I'd rather die this way 

than live a thousand more lives

the light was peaceful

but then I felt a hand 

shake me to reality

as I felt his touch

my glasses broke

the malice in her eyes 

shone like a beacon

her words became coarse

her smile faded to memory

a husk of what I saw was left to my sight

tail between my legs

I wept 

for it wasn't her I lost

but a part of myself