Project SEKAI Fantasy AU Rambles

I've been working on my pjsk fantasy au fic and it's been reminding me of how creative some ppl are with their fics and I wanna cry cuz my version feels so unoriginal compared to other versions lol. I love Knight White Day trio and Prince Toya and Empire Knight Toya and Flower gardener Akito and Alchemist Rui and Princess Emu and everything and I'm gonna sob,,,,

And the art!!! Fanart of the fantasy au is so cool like the way they draw the outfits and the expressions and everything makes me wanna explode from how cool it all is!!! There's so much stuff in my version of the fantasy au that I wish I could draw but I am Not That Good at drawing so it would turn out horribly so I'm forced to write for all of eternity and my writing skills aren't even that good either but it's ok I Guess.

I could get writing advice from other fantasy au fics, but then again I've only read like one fantasy au fic and it was a pjsk isekai fic kinda where Knight Akito and Canon Akito swapped places and it was pretty cool imo but that's literally the only fic I've ever read that's fantasy au related womp. I should probably read more fantasy au fics but I'm scared of them impacting my creative process and shifting the ideas I have and making them even more uncreative, but they can also give me new ideas and inspire more creativity!! But a lot of them have the Major Character Death label so no thank you I do not wanna read about my children dying.

uhhhh if anyone reads this and knows what I'm talking about, feel free to give me either writing or fantasy world structure advice please ;w;