April 14/15th, 2023

I skipped a day (apologies to my many adoring fans). Yesterday was possibly the worst day of the whole year. My boyfriend passed out after having a BPM of 148 and was unconscious for 10 minutes. He went to the hospital and they made him go to a cardiologist who is hopefully going to get to the root of the problem. Then I had a whole situation with a (friend? situation? a someone I love and don't have a word for?), meanwhile this whole time I've been at WORK where this EVIL WITCH made my coworker CRY?? I became violently angry (I seethed in my chair and was silent), and when that woman came back to do another room I gave her a piece of my mind (I was nice and polite and she got angry with me and asked for a refund). I sobbed the whole way home like a baby and then today was. 

Today was something. My coworker never showed up even though she randomly took the day off yesterday and said she'd help today, then this woman showed up claiming she spoke to said coworker about a party that I had to try and set up in 10 minutes and the lady ALSO asked for a refund (she was very nice so it was okay). I just want tomorrow to happen. And then I want to sleep until I drift off unknowingly. 

Maybe I should go bowling.