I FUCKING HATE SPIDERS

IM BEING HAUNTED BY SPIDERS AND WORSE, THEY ALL LOOK LIKE THE SAME ONE!!!!!! LIKE I SWEAR TO GOD THERES GOTTA BE A FUCKING FAMILY OF SPIDERS LIVING IN MY ROOM!!!! EACH TIME I SPOT ONE THEY KEEP GETTING BIGGER AND BIGGER!!!!!!! I KILL THEM EVEYRTIME!! ITS LIKE A FUCKING RITUAL, I SPOT A SPIDER, KILL IT, THEN SPRAY ROOM WITH BUG SPRAY SO HARD I FEEL LIKE FAINTING FROM THE FUMES!!! AND YET IT STILL DOESNT KEEP THEM OUT!!! WATCH ME BECOME SUPER FUCKING PARANOID AGAIN, I USE TO SPRAY MY ROOM DOWN EVERY SINGLE DAY AND CONSTANTLY SPRAY THE ENTRANCE TO MY DOOR SO NO SPIDER COULD GET IN1 ALSO USE TO HATE HAVING ANY WINDOWS OPEN OR DOORS LIKE AT ALL BECAUSE I WAS AFRAID FUCKING SPIDERS WERE GONNA GET IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM NOT SCARED OF THEM I JUST FUCKING HATE THEM SO MUCH, LIKE SPIDER LOOK FUCKING COOL BUT THEIR SO FUCKING ANNOYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (also hvant been doing my daily blog cause nothing interesting is happening at all)