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Again tw. A lot of stuff

I FUCKING HATE MY BODY I FUCKING HATE IT I HATE IT SO MUCH I HATE ALL OF IT MY BLOOD MY VAINS MY SKIN MY MUSCLE MY ARMS MY LEGS MY FACE MY NOES MY LIPS MY EYES MY EYELASHES MY HAIR MY TEETH MY TONGUE MY THROAT MY BELLY MY THIGHS MY ANKLES MY FEET MY HANDS MY TOES MY FINGERS MY NAILS MY UNDER ARMS MY AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAA AAAAAA AAAAAAA JUST I HATE IT ALL I WANT TO RIP MY SKIN OF AND DISSECT MY BODY TILL I AM A SKINNY GIRL I WANT TO BE A SKINNY GIRL I WANT TO BE PRETTY LET ME BE PRETTY I WANT BOYS TO STARE AND FANTASIE ABOUT ME ABOUT MY BODY I WANT THEM TO LOVE ME I WANT THEM TO LOVE ME PLEASE LOVE ME FUCK ME PLEASE ILL DO ANYTHING TO BE YOUR GOOD GIRL PLEASE MAKE ME PRETTY I WANT TO BE A PRETTY GIRL I WANT TO BE A PRETTY GIRL I DONT WANNA BE A UGLY FAT GIRL I WANT TO BE PRETTY I WANT TO BE PRETTY AND SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY SKINNY I HATE BEING FAT I HATE BEING FAT I HATE BEING FAT I HATE BEING FAT I HATE BEING FAT I HATE BEING FAT I HATE BEING FAT I HATE BEING FAT I HATE BEING FAT I HATE BEING FAT I HATE BEING FAT I HATE BEING FAT I HATE BEING FAT I HATE BEING FAT 

I WANT TO TAKE A BLADE TO MY STOMACH AND CUT AWAY TILL IM PERFECT TILL IM UR PERFECT LITTLE GIRL IM PRETTY NOW ARE U PROUD NOW MOMMY ARE U PROUD OF UR GORGEOUS DAUGHTER.  I HATE MYSELF NOT EVEN A MAN WANTED TO RAPE ME. NO A GIRL DID AM I NOT PRETTY ENOUGH TO BE RAPED BY A MAN AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH TO BE LOVED BYE THE ON AND ONLY VALUED OPINION  IN MY DUMB FEMALE HEAD AM I NOT TO UR STANDARDS OH GREAT MALE ILL STARVE MYSELF SO U WILL LOVE ME WILL U LOVE ME NOW WILL YOU CAT CALL ME ON THE STREET AND KIDNAPPE ME AND RAPE ME PLEASE I WANT TO BE PRETTY IN UR EYES IN SOCIETYS EYES IN A MALES EYES PLEASE LOVE ME LOOK AT ME FEEL ME TOUCH ME BITE LICK PUNCH KICK ANYTHING PLEASE JUST TOUCH ME ILL DO ANYTHING PLEASE ILL STARVE TILL IM NOTHING BUT BONE PLEASE ILL STAY INSIDE SO ILL BE PALE AND ILL NEVER EVER SMELL BAD ILL DISSECT MY SWEAT CELS TO BE PERFECT I WONT GROW HAIR ON MY LEGS OR ARMS OR MY PRIVATES ILL GET SURGERY TO MAKE MY CUNT LOOK PRETTY FOR YOU ILL BLEACH MY SKIN AND POOR CHEMICALS IN MY BODY TO TAST NICE AND SMELL NICE PLEASE LOVE ME ILL GET MY TITS DONE AND MY ASS DONE PLEASE LOVE ME 

Am i to annoying? Why doesn't he like me? I thought he did? I thought we were friends why we were friends.. Werent we? Dos he not like me? Did i do something wrong am i to pushy? I just want friends... 

I want him to like me i want him to love me. I want to be friends with him best friends i want to be friends with him i want to love him please let him love me make him loce ne i want love please i just want love ill do anything for love please i want to be loved i want to be touched anf adored and loved please 

I hate that i feel alon no matter what i do no matter how meny friends i have it doesn't matter i feel so isolated and alon no matter what and it sucks. I want to be seen i want to b cared for and loved and.....and not the second,,,,,choice.

They dont even really like you they just feel compelled to like you. They are disgusted bye you. They hate you. They think ur ugly and fat and a debby downer they hate you. 

I wear slutty clothes so that boys will look at me. And look at my chest cus its the only thing i like about my body the only thing i can stare at with out wanting to take a knife and cut it away. But at the same time i cant wear like most tank tops out side with out getting yelled at by my mom and told u cant wear that because of ur chest. 

I want to sh so bad. Its taking so much energy not to. I lay awake most nights wanting to cut my arms legs and stomach till it was nothing but bone.