Day 14… what’s it mean?

This morning I woke up with Olivia, mentioning it’s the fourteenth and talking about how fourteen has always been her favourite number and how she always chose the number 14 on her sports teams and how she had a friend in high school who liked trippie red and decided because of that she liked the number 14 (pretended I knew wtf she was talking about but I guess there is some correlation) and how she called her a fake 14 fan. Very random number to me. My favourite number is 9 for synesthesia reasons. My whole life I have experienced very specific synesthesia for numbers where they all had very distinct personalities . And 4 was an absolute cunt and 9 was humble and meek but wise and soulful. And that’s why I like 9. Later today I visited my grandpa who is very skinny right now because he’s so sick but still full of life and jokes and quirkiness and vitality and love and I’m impressed by how much his huge fun personality is shining through his sickness and weak body. I know he’s not gonna be around forever and perhaps not long at all and it makes me sad to think about but I honestly have not been thinking about it too much because I don’t want to. When I went over to visit today I was afraid that that he wouldn’t be himself and he’d be sick and sad and weak and I braced myself to be upset by the state he’s in but I was very quickly snapped into a good mood by a chat with him… he was making us both laugh telling me the objectively scary story of him collapsing and being suddenly unable to breathe at an airport last weekend but the way he told us was so funny that I couldn’t even take him seriously. Love Bernard for that. Pookie knows how goofster he is. Anyway, I’ve been really enjoying my first week off of school soaking up the sun every day and spending all day with my friends all week like it’s summer vacation 09. Gotta go back to work tomorrow and back to reality this weekend… and final thought the buds on the trees all seemed to bloom today and the magnolias are starting to blossom . :) someone is literally playing the bagpipes outside. Ok. I love God……..

Dang this was probably my most stream of consciousness writepril ever. Sorry for the nonsense but sometimes that’s just the vibe! 

Love u guys. Nothing to really even comment on here but if u read all the way to the end comment hmmmmm … spring has sprung! :)

Love always:) sillygirl <3