Priority...relationship...friends

When you are in a relationship  with someone. How much time, is too much time with them?

I like to put the person  I'm with as a priority,  as in if they call no matter what I'm doing. I'll drop everything  and be with them.

But  when it comes to me. They put their friends  first.  They rather hang with their friends  versus hanging with me. 

Now I get you wanna see your friends  and all. But damn 5 to 7 hours with them is crazy.  But I get it you want to have fun and do blow..... I'm just a Good girl......

Guess Good Girls finish last. 

This drives me crazy. All I do is fight my demons.  I wanna cuss him out ect.....  but im fighting  it. 

Narcissist  is a hard person  to love....  I'm trying  like a fool. Probably  be hurt all over again.  Like it even matters....

#hatingthisshit