giving myself second hand embarrasment from editing this fic

technically not second hand but it feels like that

it feels like when i see my friend post something cringy on their story then i have to be embarrassed for them and be like haha hun, no. or when they say or do something stupid in front of me expecting me to vouch for them, like actually no

but its just me looking back at all this shit like, 'who wrote this crap? ..oh yeah i did, gross.'