I want to say that I try to do better every day, Would I like to? Yes, but then again life does get in the way. I believe in being able to look back at where you were, see how far you have come, and have grown as a person. I can happily say I am not the same person I was last year and hopefully will be a better version of myself next year. Right now I have my focus set on my career. I want to do more. I work in IT, and that field is ever-evolving. I am focusing on Security because this is where my passion is. I want to be the white hat who has to stop the black hats. I want to know how to infiltrate systems better to stop that from happening to good people. 

I find joy in helping, whether it was opening my restaurant to those in need so they could have a hot meal, or working to make my community better as a politician. Knowing that I could make even the smallest change in a person's life was the greatest reward. I miss that and I am trying to get back into it. I am starting small because baby steps are the way to go. 

Life is always changing. Challenges will come and you will face roadblocks on your journey. Do not let them define you or distract you from the path you set for yourself. Instead, meet them head-on and accept the challenge. Overcome the roadblocks, and let how you handle those situations define you. Life will always be a challenge and you need to think that those challenges are not there to defeat you. They are there to help you appreciate what you have accomplished in-spite of the challenges. So no matter what you are doing or want to do remember that the pay off is worth the struggle, because how can you appreciate the good things in life if you have never faced the bad. 

Like the 11th Doctor said before he regenerated 

"It all just disappears doesn't it? Everything you are, gone in a moment like breath on a mirror.
Any moment now, he’s a coming, The Doctor and I always will be. But times change and so must I. We all change, when you think about it.
We are all different people all through our lives and that's okay, that's good you've got to keep moving so long as you remember all the people that you used to be.
I will not forget one line of this, not one day, I swear. I will always remember when The Doctor was me..."