songzzz

i just wanted to write a mini list of songs that i am currently obsessed and why, so here's that!!!

girls/girls/boys by panic! at the disco

-it really just scratches my brain, i love it so much. GIRLS LOVE GIRLS AND BoYS (sophisticated...manipulated...). LIKE YEAH, IT'S GONNA DO IT FOR ME! it's just such a good song and it makes me do a little dance, love love love. and also the BRIDGE! i'll just collapse on the floor right now. love is not a choice

million dollar houses by pierce the veil 

-it's such a beautiful song. IVE BROKEN BONES FOR YOU AND FOR YOU ONLY. the lyrics tear me apart, not to mention the instrumental. everything about this song is just soooooo oh my goodness im overwhelmed. give me your heart and your hand and we can run. there are just so many parts of this song that i love so much, i cannot express it. FUCK MONEY, WE WANT LOVE!!! the breakdown of the song?!!!??? im ascending. it really just sums up everything i feel about a certain someone. i think that's why i enjoy it so much. it reminds me of the person i love most. the song says the things that i'm too afraid to say, y'know? some of the parts in this song i turn into metaphors to connect it to my own life. the shotgun being their mouth and the bullets are words. we both take shots at each other and don't stop 'til someone's bleeding; battling with our words until someone gets hurt. she hates all of the guts and blood. i could really go on forever about this song, i love it so much. permanently yours. 

defiance by the young veins 

-this song is just me. i've been told "no" and gone and did what i wanted so many times before only to come back and get in trouble---especially as a kid. it sounds selfish, but i always found that my life was better when i did what i wanted to do whenever i wanted to do it. life is better when you live it on your own accord. it's nice to think that you were always wanted. i feel like some people are just so tone deaf when it comes to people who have struggled with feeling wanted. but i guess it really does come down to "you don't know what you don't know", so how can i really blame them? living life in defiance. falling in love with defiance. 

getting tireddddd, i'll try to write up some more later thooo! this was fun okay bye