ps3 antics

so lately ive been going insane ive been super fixiated on jailbreaking my ps3. the thing is i didnt know where it was so i legit ripped my closet apart hoping to find it but it turns out it was never in there, turns out i gave it to one of my friends like 3 years ago lmaoo but its okay ima meet up w him tmrw. i already set up my usb so as soon as i get it i can download :) i already know what games i wanna download (mgs legacy collection) and some spidey games i was too broke 2 play when i was younger 

apparently, you can download ps2 games so i can't wait to get spiderman 2 

idk im new to jailbreaking as a whole but im hoping for the best