my thoughts xx

alone in the dark, i drown in my fears

my heart heavy w sorrow, my eyes full of tearz

the world seems cruel, n life unfair,

n im trapped in my pain w no1 2 share..

my thotz r a storm, raging inside

a turbulent sea, where hope n despair collide

i SCREAM out in silence! but no1 can hear

and im lost in my anguish, consumed by my fear.

the future is bleak, n the past is a ghost

n im trapped in this present, that i hate the most

i long 4 a way out, a light in a dark

but all that i find, is a cold, empty spark

so ill keep on living, in this endless pain

n ill bear the weight, of this lifelong chain

4 i am the prisoner of my own mind

n my anguished heart, will never be unkind

xx