school

i have so much work to do and can't get myself to do it :(

this has honestly been an ongoing problem but when i go on breaks/vacations it all comes like crashing down or something idk

i HAVE to do good this year and I've already disappointed myself enough so i have to do the work but i keep pushing it back which just leads into a cycle of feeling bad about myself

AND IT'S NOT OK AT ALL!!!

but whatevs ig idc (lying to myself)

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