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day 13: what do you mean? (grass is turning green)

good morning!

its a gorgeous day outside its simply perfect. i woke up with random vivid flashbacks of moments from elementary school. i remembered how when i was in grade 3 i would look at the grade 8s at recess(the grade 8s were the epitome of cool and continue to be to this day) and wonder how in the world they are having so much fun when they had such hard schoolwork to do. it would make much more sense to me if during recess they were crouched down in a corner with a cold towel on their foreheads trying not to crack at the pressure of learning about negative exponents (had to look up the 8th grade math curriculum for that and that shit actually sounds so hard). and when i was in 8th grade i would look at highschoolers and wonder HOW they have time to go out for lunch and laugh with their friends. i felt like i needed to tell them to snap out of it. i didnt really understand post secondary school back then and i still dont. when i was in 4th grade i remember crying because i loved going to school so much and i had awesome friends and i knew it wouldnt last. to be honest i was right, 4th grade was happening, and i had a lot of fun with my friends. but its kinda interesting to think about that.. how things from the outside always seem more awful than they really are.. i can say that now im at that point that i believed 8th graders to be when i was young and i get to the point where i need a cold towel on my forehead but something great about us as ppl is we can forget about stressors and it is possible to have hard things going on in ur life and still find ways to play and laugh and giggle and smile. so ya thats just my little reflection this morning. im drinking a cup of coffee and i just went outside to water the roses which will be in bloom oh so soon! im going to go on my driving lesson at 11:30 today. its so long though that i feel bad for the instructor and i feel like i have to engage him in a conversation even when im using all my brain power to remember which foot is the gas. April 13th has a nice ring to it dont u think?

bye my friends ill talk to u later

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So true and beautiful loved reading this one this morning. Sorry I’m late. U really seem to be more attuned to the passing of time and the moment as it is and how fleeting it is .. because u are the most sentimental person I’ve ever met and when u tell me stories about things like the being in grade 4 and crying about the inevitability of not being in grade 4 I realize u must have always been this way. Remember when ur mom replaced all the spoons and stuff and u were very upset because u had a sentimental attachment to that cutlery. I didn’t understand and never will but It amazes and enchants me how sentimental u are . I love u.


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u enchant me. i love u

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Ms. Hickey Haver

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Negative exponents WHAT the days? This entry was so sweet i really love ur musings on how cool 8th graders seem as a kid. i remember always thinking about being 16 when i was like 10 and i thought that was the coolest most hip age to be. growing up is a weird and silly little phenomenon. anyway this made me really happy to read hehehehe love u


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So real ^ why is 16 the universal Cool Age.

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