Important stuffs

As much as I love the fashion and music and how much I wana be goth, I jut don't think it's 4 me T^T. i sooo wanna be goth but I don't think I can keep up wit the fashion or music (not that I hate it) I Wana be a colorful clown or dress in cyber style :333 Goths r soo pretty and superrr cool but it's not 4 m333 anymore I had fun experimenting with the music and fashion though X3 ♡ !! Luv goths soo much >< !! 

(Srs stuffs :0 ⬇️)

I believe that experimenting with styles or music is a key part of childhood development and is an important step in finding yourself, it's a good part in finding what you love and don't, whether it's music, fashion, foods, art, hobbies, religion, etc. I don't believe that you always have to belong to one category and that you must commit to it no matter what. As long as your enjoying yourself and trying to find something (or things) that suit you, I don't think it matters. Being respectful to whatever it is (mainly subcultures and substyles + anything really) is a good thing to do. As long as you do you research and are educated on the matter, it doesn't matter as long as your having fun. 

(Somemore srs stuffs but it's personal to me but might be to u 2 :D !!)

The main reason I have a hard time leave the Goth subculture is because I feel like if I make this dramatic switch in my appearance people will say stuff like; "Omg!! U look so much better now, tbh I didn't like the way you looked before" or  "What's with the sudden change?" But I'm just going to have to accept that sometimes people are ignorant and don't understand. They will always make hurtful assumptions and stereotypes, and it's just going to have to be my job to teach them as much as it socks. As long as I'm happy and it makes me feel good, I believe that everything I do is alright. I've had plenty people say to me that they wish they could dress like me but are afraid of being made fun of. Many people say to be yourself but don't make it acceptable to, and when people are they call them "cringe" and harass and bully them into being just like others. People aren't always so accepting or willing to learn, and I'm going o have to accept that.

I don't think it matters that everyone in my school knows me as the "emo kid" or "the girl who wears dark makeup", then all of the sudden I'm wearing bright, colorful makeup. Change is beautiful even if it's bizarre sometimes.

Srry this is long I thought it would be helpful and nice to let everyone know cause sometimes it can b hard to accept change but it's lovely. Also I Ned to rant. Byeeee now :DDD ♡♡♡♡ !!!