(Tw) Tired of everything -pete

Tw mention of abuse, smoking, loneliness) 

Gawd man.

I fucking hate it here.

Not only am I thrown into the body of some fucking 17yo afab person but they have the shittiest family life ever.

I thought mine was bad, gawd.

None of my friends are here and smoking is apparently "too risky" according to all the wannabes i share this body with since we have asthma and our parents would smell the smoke, not to mention I'm not even able to drink coffee or hang out anywhere besides the house, so i can't even do the things I used to do with my friends.

It's freaking lonely without them here.

I mean my soul is black and I'm forever lonely no matter what, but...

Moreso without them.

-pete