i'm aromantic????

so i'm aromantic BUT i don't like it; i loooove romance like  it's my favorite thing ever i want to experience it so bad so it would be awful to be aromantic in my place like really but i've never really felt any romantic attraction to the point i sometimes can't tell the difference between platonic and romantic relationships. So i wonder if i could be demi-romantic? maybe even if thats an asshole phrase i need to find the right person ? because i thought i was just not interested in the right persons BUT again even after some times the closest i got as a romantic relatioship is probably a sort of queer platonic relationship but even if i adore them a lot there's no romance at all i mean i don't think so but well. I don't really know what to think about it like i'm probably not aromantic right ? plus there's that one person that seems to be interested in me but i told them that i didn't know how my feelings would react or if i could catch romantic feelings even if i really want to

(also i'm very new to spacehey idrk how to use it well srry)