Ive been begging for w33d and i still havent got it + hinge dating

i need it yall i need it i guess i have to know people to get weed but why cant it just fall from the sky or something ill ask someone on hinge or something.. speaking of hinge I might delete it I haven't been on one fucking date even though I'm completely fucking scared to go on a date and the thought of someone actually liking me irks me I still want to experience it :D the men on there are kinda ass no offense but the women and the binars are sexy isn't that crazy?