everything..

my mental weight and pain is putting me in a place ive never been.. everyone in the world wants to hurt you instead of help you.. i have no one to reach out to.. its honestly so sad how much women say men arent good fathers when im the one playing mom and dad everyday while my ex whore goes to make a new family.. i do everything on my own. feels like i have no souces man.. like what the hell happened to people.. i still try to be a souce for others..i just dont understand..it seems like for once i have my shit together and a plan, but everythings against me..idk had to just let shit out for once..