failing LMAO

im doing great in all of my classes except for english i literally sabatoge myself in there. ive fully ignored two essays this year and i skipped class yesterday so i wouldnt have to do a speech. so obviously i have an f. LMAO (this is a cry for help what the fuck do i do)

im not even bad at the actual work i just fucking despise doing it for classes and i dont even know why. i need an intervention or something i dont want to repeat the class or graduate late