IS ANYONE ELSES SPECIAL INTEREST THEIR OWN OCS???

Gonna start this off by stating that yes, I am autistic! Thanks for asking.

It's exactly as it sounds.. my special interest is my own creations. HORRIBLE!!

"But Kan, that sounds awesome!"

NO !!!!

There is absolutely NO media of them for me to consume !!!! It's tragic.. it was honestly nice at first, but then you realize you have nobody to rant about them to because nobody knows about them! And EVERYONE knows info dumping about your special interest is like all you can do! I can't just go, "Remember when insert character name here did this and xyz happened???" and have people know what I'm talking about!

The absolute worst part about it is that I'm constantly adding and changing things about my characters, so even if I did explain all of my characters lore to someone everything they know would be wrong or contradictory to what my ocs currently are! 

And it's so sad knowing that there's absolutely NO fan art of them !! What do you mean they don't have their own art from people I don't know yet??? No fan base?? They don't have their own wiki page that includes every little thing about each character and the story??? What a tragedy..

(Of course, I draw them all the time but it's not the same!!!)

I daydream a LOT, I'm always thinking about my silly characters- even if I don't realize it. I have so much on my mind but I can't tell anyone! It's a curse. Thankfully I have one person that I can rant to for hours about my characters, and they're just as interested and attached to them as I am! That's like the only thing stopping me from going mad 

To be honest, I do plan on making a game about them so hopefully all this will be resolved for me in the years to come </3

Please, there's GOTTA be someone who deals with this bs too!! I've dealt with this since I was like 8.. and I don't see it stopping anytime soon