unrequited

maybe one day i can finally accept it but for now i refuse to acknowledge ur feelings. i know that it's selfish to say i love the way you love me. 

why do you waste your time trying to love a person who is clearly a narcissist. being inlove is so weird, how do you love someone just by being attached to them? There shud be something more then again maybe its just me trying to push away the guilt of not being able to love you the same. 

i know i will always be the cruelest villain in his story but wouldn't it be painful to know the only reason we're together is because u love me for me and i love you because of guilt and only because i was selfish to lose your love. 

you focused too much on the absence of romantic love between us. u didnt see all the other kinds of love that were already there. u knew my intentions from the start, but that didnt stop u from wanting the love i wasnt willing to give. 

it kills me that i look into their eyes and feel what u had felt looking into mine. how could i have made someone feel like this?