Life Lately

So— where do I even begin. Life lately has been going by too fast. I keep telling myself I’m going to “restart next week” just to still be in my bed all day, unmotivated to do a damn thing when the time comes. Last month was my birthday month (March 21st— aries bbyy ;P). I started off the month aware I needed to get better from the state I was in. I tried using March as a restart but continued to get distracted and lose sight of my priorities. Especially once my birthday week came, my priorities were set on nothing but me and my special day and week to have fun. Today is April 4th and since the very end of March I’ve finally started to schedule my calendar, reach out to my university for help, and finally went to a class for the first time in maybe 2 months. I don’t think I’m a bad student; I just feel as though I let personal life, campus life, and mental health affect me way too much. I think my biggest issue is getting overwhelmed too easy too fast. It’s hard for me to juggle schoolwork, actual work, campus life, personal/family life. I’m in my second year of college, a sophomore, and i just haven’t found a consistent flow you know? I’ll start the semester off good then let all my distractions bring me down. There’s 1 month of school left and I’m just tryna get through it so I can start the summer semesters. I love taking classes during break periods. It’s short, there’s no distractions, and I’m more focused. It’s an easy way to get your gpa up and I’m ready for summer classes. Taking everything one day at a time. Until next time!