gender/sexuality evolution [stolen idea]

i saw theo doing this and it said we're free to do this too if we so desire so!!!!

I don't really know the exact time stuff happens for me erm haha, my memory tends to be foggy a lot in regards to a majority of my life! (why? who knows! i think its suppressing stuff bc life is wild but heyy!)

i remember when i was young there was a specific time i remember iding as like... pansexual and asexual, and someone approached me like 'hey you cant be both theyre contradicting themselves' which i was like 'oh ok ig im just pan then :)'
thats really funny tho bc u can be pasexual and asexual, as asexuality is a spectrum LAWL
i was also cis

anyway ik at some point when i ws younger i id with bisexual too, idk when but i did. also still cis

but fast forward to like middle school? and eventually i started to id as a cis lesbian, genuinely i use to be repulsed by men and imagining them made me feel so gross and uncomfortable and BLEHH!
to which eventually i started to question my gender, oh no! i remember feeling like a boy and thinking i might be a trans boy... BUT THE ONLY THING THAT MADE ME THINK I WASNT WAS "if i was a trans man that'd mean im straight, and i dont feel straight! i am definitely Not straight that sounds wrong!" so alas little issak went back into the closet

then eventually i was like HMMM maybe i AM trans like either a few months later or a year later               so i started to id as a trans man!!!!! and i started eventually going by demisexual polyromantic i think, i still was convinced i did not like men, i remember during this time too i would use he/they pronouns, only i used they out of 'convenience' for others im ngl LOL

then err fast forward to some years ago (two three? idfk i forgor) i came out to my parents as a trans man due to some other stuff, then due to something my dad said i was like HAHA ACTUALLY THIS DOESNT FEEL RIGHT IM NON-BINARY so

then later down that same year i was like 'errr no im both actually' so then i was a trans man and non-binary

i forgot when too but i eventually switched from polyromantic to panromantic! ^^ i finally accepted i liked men and was comfy in doing so!

then even more eventually i went to being grey-ace and demiromantic, rather then demisexual xoxo
nowadays for easiest i say im an aroace gay trans man, without going into all my specific labels for everything (i use aroace gay as umbrella term essentially)

BUT YEAH, its all sorta jumbled but thats sorta how i remember my lil evolution being like with my identity :3

i went from a cis lesbian to a trans gay man essentially, isnt that funny (THE PIPELINE IS SO REAL)

anyway ermm if any of this is confusing feel free to ask in the comments idk :) im happy to elaborate on stuff idk lol

k baii


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