Heartbroken

I can’t do this shit anymore. Out of all the relationships I’ve been in I’ve never went so hard for somebody to get treated the way I did. This shit shouldn’t be so hard to get over but I know it’s going to be. All the years wasted, all the time, all the money, all the love. I’m gonna be fucked up for a long time. I’m not gonna believe shit any one tells me. This was a person I discussed marriage and children with, I’ve never actually seen a future with any of the people I was previously with. This. Shit. HURTS. But I guess it would hurt even more to keep that person in my life. This is not going to be easy for me to come out of at all..If I could forget him and everything about us I 100% would.