Eating Disorder stuff

* Dead dove do not eat and all trigger warnings disordered thinking bulimia yadda yadda *

Tomorrow is Easter and I'll have to eat, of course you could've already imagined that. It's quite a problem because I will have to eat a LOT in one single meal. And it's not even a "normal person" intake, as far as i can imagine it can easily amount to 2000+ cals in ome sitting.

And no, I can't fake-eat, i can only go through it, try puking afterwards, and starve the following week for as long as possible

Just wanted to vent somewhere