Sorry I couldn’t be better....

I've tried to hold on
I've tried to stay strong
I've tried to be the best i could be

But no one cared 
No one wondered
No one tried to help me 

I've searched for the light 
But all i found was darkness 
I'm broken and scattered 
My hollow heart is heartless

With this said i can't take this
I've found the only way to end it
I'm holding this knife with my left hand
Ending it tonight with my right wrist 

I'm sorry I wasn't better
But it's not like my life really matter