what i've noticed

about some of my irl friends and some ppl my age is that they turn out to be someone they aren't

like, okay we do change, but sometimes i look at that one persons personality and compare it to the personality they had earlier and think: "damn i don't know you anymore.."

and i always think how they become delusional about some things, that's another reason why i lost my old irl friends, i mean i simply stopped talking to them for time being because of that reason

they were the person i wanted to hang out with, i wanted to be my friend, but when they changed or turned out to be someone else, i stopped believing they'll be that person from my memories ever again.

but idk... people change and life changes because of them, so some friends come and go... but for some people i can't accept that fact, because of my strong attachment to people

this may be annoying for someone but i do attach, may 1 year being in my company i'll consider you a coolass friend

so yeah, idk what's your opinion on this, but i'll respect it