first post!! ☆

hihi! i've decided that i'm just going to use this blog as a diary/journal of sorts, because i've never had a blog before soooo.. warning for unhinged teenage angst rambles from here forward!! read at ur own risk >___<

so, the catalyst for me joining this silly website and starting this silly blog! i broke up with my boyfriend yesterday :P. really sweet guy, i felt bad doing it. it's all very cliche and cheesy but i just need to sorta.. find myself before i can commit to something like that! i've been alone most of my life, which i'll probably get into in another post, so i think i need experience interacting with humans a bit more too. which is partially why i've been thinking about moving out a lot more lately!! this is very midwestern emo of me to say but.. there's nothing for me here. especially in regards to my healthcare like, holy shit. what are you doing, texas??? i think i need to leave here before i can truly figure out who i am, and kinda.. what i want. the only problem is that i have four more years left. closer to three, actually. because i'm turning 15 in june (thank fuckin god!!) but it's still a while to wait. so, i'll pass the time by saving up money via commissions and making blog posts on weird my space rip offs, i guess! 

that's all for now, bye bye!! <3