Ough (Drama Club Rant)

Drama Club has been so stressful lately!! My leader is having us come every weekday, and even on some weekend days. She has me doing the spotlight, which is completely fine, but when I go to the rehearsals, all I'm doing is sitting in the audience and watching the show. I would like to go up to where the spotlights are, but I can't without an upperclassman there with me. I don't wanna sit there for 4 hours and do nothing when I could be practicing during the cue-to-cue.