Dissociation

I feel like I'm walking through life without really living it. My memories feel like dream I cannot tell if they're real or fake it all just feel so odd, you know? Sometimes I feel like I'm someone else or my mind isn't just my own but I don't hear voices, I don't see people. I used to see people out the corner of my eye until I started my new medication, though.

 I don't have that much trauma, not that I remember; my parents say I had a good childhood and I did, I can remember bits and pieces, but it's so little, I can't help but wonder. I saw one friend describe their experience like watching a TV screen or something along those lines and I relate to that so, so hard. I just don't know what to do.