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aaaaaaa im so sorry for not accepting any of youse friend requests (╥﹏╥)

i just get so anxious unless ive already known you beforehand (๑-﹏-๑)

ive just had my third counselling session yesterday, not much was done n its not like im gonna tell what happened anyway lol. ive just been so tired lately. not much happened rlly. Just staying at home n rambling to myself. ive been doing that a lot lately. i cant contain myself sometimes, i constantly need someone (or in this case, something) to talk to, so im just rambling shit in spacehey xd

is it weird that i like it when ppl pat my head?? idk it just feels reassuring especially when they come from ppl i like!! (∩˃o˂∩)♡  maybe i lack attention but idc its cute either way ( ˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈♡) this is not taken sexually okay?? >:(

why n how do ppl get weird dreams?? i have memory issues so i barely remember my dreams n when i do, theyre boring as shit. theyre usually just romanticised versions of my current situations/life. i wanna have weird ass dreams, like some acid trip. maybe theyll inspire me to draw again... rn im just relying on my creativity damn

im supposed to be finishing my school presentation rn but i like typing things that i like!!! its so much fun typing random things. this got even noticable when i joined that yandere forum (i remember the name but idk how to type it in) but it got taken down a few months ago sad, it was my comfort place :(. typing all this just makes me so happy for some reason!! it makes me happy it makes me happy HAPPY HAPPYHHAPPY!!!!!!! like if u met me irl i wouldnt even dare to look at u nor talk to u.