my father

going to let my father have it in a therapy session tomorrow with a third party professional present. im scared about the ride home, but if i dont feel safe im sure my therapist will let me stay until i can get a ride somewhere. im scared hes going to kick me out. at this point i’d rather couch-crash than live here anymore. i dont think i’ll ever get on my feet, though. 

i hope things look up for me. i hope i can find some peace, someday.