HEALTH UPDATE .

So , a lot has been going on recently , and I'd like to update someone somewhere about it . 

Not to long ago I went to school one day with a weird pain in my wrist , through the day the pain spread and became more sensitive to the point where the smallest touch would leave marks for an hour at least . That night I went to the er despite my work threatening me with an attendance warning ( they already know I struggle with a lot and will miss work , very dumb . ) and the lady practically laughed at me and said it was probably carpal tunnel and I might need surgery . 

Fast forward to just earlier this week , I woke up at my boyfriends with a weird soreness in my shoulder and elbow , and just like with my wrist it spread up and down my arm through out the day . That afternoon I was sent home from work and we set up another appointment and did a little research . 

The current conclusion is that I either have carpal tunnel and tendonitis in the same arm and will require surgery and have to completely relearn how to use my hands , or I have a chronic illness affecting all my joints which would explain a lot but would also mean my body just won't be able to hold up with an average lifestyle. I'll have to sign up for disability taxes and what - not and never work again due to the risk of getting another rare joint condition , and it just sucks .

My dream life would be a stay at home husband who spends all day writing novels , but I wanted to gain that life , I wanted to work my way to affording that lifestyle . Now it will just be handed to me , all I have to do is wait and deal with the pain and tears for the meantime .