solace

i feel so comfortable in times of solace and sadness. like it's almost where i belong and who i really am, i'm just a sad person. wholeheartedly. the thing that sucks is that, my new relationship tricked me. cuz 4 months everythin was great n i was happy n i felt loved and whole, but now im anxious all the time, i feel secondary and i'm in a pit of despair. i thought tht i wasn't gonna come back to this place, but surely enough, i'm back home.