Sup let’s talk music it’s been a while [4/5/23]

I’m alive but I have like zero hobbies and do nothing ever so idk what to post ab lmfao hi.

 Did y’all listen to the new Melanie Martinez album? Portals is pretty good. Most of it isn’t my music taste but there’s still some tunes that are real bangers. I think evil and void are my favorites besides the hardcore part of death. Not big on the slow part in the beginning though. Give me some music recs? 

Also video games! What games have y’all been into or would rec? I like horror, I like old games lol, I like (post or present) apocalyptic shit, I like pixelated 8 bit shit.. idk I like dark stuff and story-driven games mostly. 

Also how’ve you all been? What’ve you been up to lol. Life’s being life for me. I wish I would be more active here but I always forget ab it and then when ik I just have nothing to talk about lmaooo. I spend most of my days on discord or working and that’s it. I’m still trying to get back to feeling like I actually have a personality and have hobbies… Has anybody else felt like that who is going through a healing process? I’m thankful for every day and try to ground myself in the present but all it does is trigger my dpdr and I end up dissociating most my days away and they just kinda slip past me fast. Idk what I can do to feel like Myself again. I feel like I lost myself when I started dedicating myself to healing. Shrugs. 

Anywho. Ramble over.